Heidi,

thank you so very much.  that was beautiful and made me cry.

i just want everyone to know that i appreciate everything that is done.  obviously, i won't be online regulary for a while, but i'm going to try to check in atleast once a week.

for anyone that would like to call me, my number is 386 527 9532

if i don't answer, i'm either talking to a dr or my phone is on the charger, but feel free to leave a message.

you all have come to mean so much to me, and i just want to thank everyone for everything!!!

MP and BB,

Kelly and MJ

kelly you and you`re husband are in my thoughts, we will all be sending healing thoughts and energy to him. Love u kelly, just know i`m here for you

i can't tell you all enough how much i love you and how much everything you do means to us.

i came home tonight at midnight.  mj's nurse called me and told me to come back to the hosp.  on my way there, i called dave and heidi and told them what was going on.  what happened was mj's left eye was dilated twice the size it normally was,and was showing no reaction to the light,  and that is usually indicitave of something bad going on in his brain.  we were there for 2 hours and finally, had a little hope.  the eye showed minute response to the light, which means that he was stable, and was just a little baby step closer to where he was before i left. 

on my way back home, at 4am, i called dave and heidi again, to let them know what was going on.  

everyone that is involved in CEPF, i love you.  thank you from the bottom of my heart for all of the support that you have been sending. 

MP and BB,

Kelly

today was alot better.  he was the same today, as he was yesterday before i left the hosp. the first time.

the doc's expect him to open his eyes in the next few days.  i believe that he'll be in ICU for atleast till the end of the month, and i don't know how long in the hosp. after that.  he'll have to undergo reconstructive surgeries.  and they will most likely have to rebrake his collar bone to set it right.

but believe me when i say that MJ will be coming home.  he has NO OTHER OPTION!!!!!

i love each and everyone of you.   cherie, thank you!  noni, thank you! heidi and dave, thank you and the board looks beautimus!!!

everyone else that is sending energy and prayers, i'm sending them right back to you!!!!!!!  i know that right now, i can't do much, but if any of you need help, PLEASE let me know.

MP and BB

Kelly

oh so glad hes doing better.. hope and pray he will get stronger everyday.. will be here doing the same...as I have been *S*...

BB

    UPDATE

i took myself to the dr. today....he gave me a 'script for adivan... .5  small dose.  it's to help me sleep. just took one....feeling loopy

mj was moved into a private room today.  he's still critical, but is improving little by little everyday. 

drugs just kicked in....goin to bed....mp bb   kelly

    my dr. was yelling at me yesterday because of how i looked and how i wasn't taking care of myself.  that's why he gave me the ativan.

mj's dad seems to think that cause i have insomnia, i don't NEED sleep.  he and i are gonna go round before all this is over.  i understand that he's stressing out...but he needs to remember that i am too.   

ANYWAY.....   i haven't gone in today...our friend, who happens to be a lawyer, told me that he didn't want me at the hosp. for more than 8 hours at a clip, w/ atleast 8 off.  and since he's a lawyer...i'm gonna listen.   it won't help MJ if i end up in a bed right next to him!

but he's still doing good,  i called a few minutes ago and they were working on him, either dyalisis or just the assessments.  but i'm gonna call back again in a few more minutes. 

everyone at home is doing ok.  i was so close to cracking yesterday, it was scary.  but i had some good sleep and feel normal.   well, as normal as i ever was

thank you all for everything.  i keep saying it because i really do mean it, and it's truly appreciated!!! 

Kelly

 he's still doing good.  he has pneumonia, which was expected. so they are treating it.  his night nurse,bill, told me that when he gets the trach tube put in, he'll be having surgery VERY soon.  so, i'm actually looking forward to seeing that tube in his throat.  freaky sounding huh?

Noni, everyone has alot invested in MJ, in my opinion, it would be rude of me to not keep you posted on what's going on, when i can.  besides, it lets me share the good news with so many wonderful people!!!

Dave and Heidi,  sorry for not beeping ya'll and keeping ya up to date.  i'll do better,i promise  lol

love you all!!!!

MP and BB

Kelly