As it says, I am really sorry I have not been round just lately, but things have really been kinda messed up for me lately.

I know many of you where thinking I was ill and wasn't going to come back, yes, I have been very ill and been in and out of hospital, I hope now the doctors have finally got my medication worked out right. I have recently been labled as a Manic Depressive.
Yes, things have really got that bad here, and yes, I have thought about doing some really stupid things, but thats all they where, thoughts.

I recently lost a friend, a very good friend that helped me so much in the shot time we knew each other.
He decided that he could no longer handle his life and killed himself 4th May at 3:32pm.
We have still to bury him as the police think that its suspicious, but I know different.

I have started to have contact with my daughter again, thats about the only good thing that has happened to me in the time I have been gone.
My marriage is slowly falling apart around my ears and I am trying to do the best to stop it, but nothing seems to work. Ever since he lost his job, things have been difficult.
I may be moving to the US in a year or 2, I am not sure yet but with out the husband, it will be on my own if I do move.

Once again I am sorry if I have not been around, but I hope you can understand my situation at this time.

With love and brightess blessing to all whom read this.
Blessed Be and may the gods and goddess's watch over us all.
Anya